i’m going to be turning 30 this year. (3 mo. 6 days to be exact) with this milestone birthday comes a paradigm shift for me. maybe no one else will see me different but in my mind things will be different.
when i turned 20 i dressed in black all day as a way to symbolize my teenage years. i don’t think i’ll do the same for this decade. it was a great decade, but it seems kinda foolish to “mourn” for it. i don’t really feel like i’m getting old, which is part of my recent soul searching. (it may also be a reason why i started a blog) because i don’t really feel old but i don’t think i’m gonna feel young either. so i kinda feel like i’m in this generational “purgatory“.