Oct 8 2009

yep, God still rocks

abelara

so i talked with my MPD* coach this afternoon and told him that i felt like we were getting to a spot where the “honeymoon” phase of fundraising was coming to a close.
right after New Staff Training we were all fired up, excited to make appointments, and confident with the tools that we’d be given.

now after 3 weeks…we’re juggling a 40hr work week, kids determined to live in a messy house, and people forgetting or rescheduling the appointments they’d previously set with us.

but through it all God is faithful. i have a job that i’m thankful for and enjoy doing. we’ve been blessed with a babysitter who not only watches kids, but cleans as well. and deb have enjoyed getting to spend unexpected time together when our schedule is suddenly “freed up”.

plus, after FOUR appointments this week that were cancelled, rescheduled, or simply forgotten we were blessed with another couple who have partnered with us for $100/month.

that’s exactly what we needed at exactly the right time.

thanks God, you rock! :)

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*MPD = Ministry Partner Development – that’s the name given to the process of us raising a team of supporters so we can report to Little Rock as fully funded staff missionaries with FamilyLife


Sep 17 2009

the called

abelara

as i sit and look at the picture above of our fellow New Staff Training attendees, my eyes are welling up with tears. these people are heroes to me.


only 14 others in the picture above will eventually be joining deborah and i on the staff of FamilyLife in Little Rock, AR.  the others are all joining other ministries of Campus Crusade for Christ. some are going to join Campus Ministry, reaching young adults at various colleges around the country. some are headed to Student Venture, to reach High School students with God’s love and hope.  still other are bound for Athletes in Action, specifically targeting athletes in college. there’s a few with a heart for Here’s Life Inner City, reaching the poor with the gospel of Jesus Christ.  and a couple of them are called to Military Ministry.  and still others are being sent to work with The JESUS Film Project®Keynote, or other International assignments.


you see happy, smiling, young faces.*


i know the men and women who have been called by God to set apart their lives for a greater work of full time ministry.  they come from all walks of life. there are students right out of college, former military, pastors, video production engineers, IRS agents, teachers, people from office jobs or manual labor.  some have been married for years and have grown children, others have young children, and there are even two couples here that just got married 19 days ago!


these men and women have chosen to leave their friends and loved ones, pack up their families sometimes to a place unknown, and trust fully on God for their lives.  these heroes have accepted the task of raising their support not because it’s fun, attractive, or easy to do so.  no, they’re here at New Staff Training because each one of them has felt a call from God to do what He’s called them to do (and oh, if you could hear all of the stories i’ve heard).  they have a passion for their particular area of ministry.  and they have a sense of urgency to their work. the time is short, and we must begin doing the work He’s called us to do while there’s still time.


they are my heroes…my co-laborers…and my friends.


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* picture intentionally blurred and darkened for various reasons. email me or call me if you’d like to know why.

Sep 14 2009

how do you know God is God?

deblara

Ezekiel 34:26 I will turn them and the regions around my hill into a blessing. I will make showers come down in their season; they will be showers that bring blessing.

Ezekiel 34:30 Then they will know that I, the LORD their God, am with them, and that they are my people, the house of Israel, declares the sovereign LORD.

I really enjoy reading this chapter in Ezekiel. It shows God, in all His power, taking it upon Himself to go, find and rescue His own sheep, His people. It paints a creative picture of sheep who technically belong in the fold. However, because of negligence on the part of shepherds that have been put into place to care for the sheep, the sheep have wandered away. But this is not okay with God- He desperately wants to maintain relationship with each of His children.

And so, the chapter goes on to point out how God will care for and provide for His people. He will send “showers of blessing.” And the part that really stuck out to me is found in verse 30: “Then they will know that I, the LORD their God, am with them…” God’s heart is to bless His people; He wants them to be blessed and to know that it comes from our Heavenly Father because He is good.

There are other passages throughout the Bible, as well, that show when a person or nation chooses active rebellion or passive indifference against God, they receive justice from God. This is simply so that they would get the clear picture that there is one God, and they are not Him.

So the bottom line is God wants us to make good choices that result in blessing. And if we have wandered away from Him, He will actively pursue us until we can once again walk in the abundant life that He can offer us.
God wants us to know that His character is good. We do not “know” He is God because He alone says it or simply because nature displays His majesty. In and of itself, that should be enough proof. However, God wants to prove His love to you through His power to find you and to bring you into a place of blessing.

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Dear God, thank you for passionately pursuing me. Thank you for the showers of blessing that You have in store for me. Today I choose to give you glory & honor because of who You are! Amen.


Aug 11 2008

levels of the future

abelara

“so what does the future hold?”

depending on the context or the company you’re in this question could have a vastly different answer. in one scenario you would give visions of flying cars and other inventions that could come out of a scene from the Jetsons.

and then in another setting you would give your predictions on the outcome of the presidential election, or of a sporting event, or the season finale of a TV show.

and then there are times that the question is asked in terms of your personal life. perhaps you were just given tragic news or circumstances and you ask yourself or God, “what does the future hold? what am i going to do now?” or perhaps you’ve just completed some great accomplishment such as graduation from a school and people wonder what your plans are for a job or more schooling.

and then there are times that you just feel stuck in a rut and you’re just wondering, “will life ever change?” you try to make a 5/10 year life plan and end up more puzzled at the end than when you first began.

the first setting, the Jetsons, one is probably the easiest to answer. you can just let your imagination run wild and dream. you most likely don’t have any direct impact on whether your predictions come true or not and so you can say what ever you want.

the second setting could be based on an educated guess, or just hopes, or your passions and reasoning. but once again the outcome has to do with what happens to “other” people. the outcome may or may not affect you directly but in the end you could distance yourself if the outcome doesn’t turn out as you predicted because after-all, “it was just a game, TV show, election, etc”.

but it’s these last two settings where the question is harder to answer. and it’s also where the answer you give usually leads to more questions. and because you are so directly involved in what brought you to the place to ask the question you also feel more pressure to answer correctly.

as Christians, we know that God holds the future in his hand. we know that despite what our circumstances are now (good or bad) we should put our trust in Him for what will happen in the days ahead. but that doesn’t stop us from asking God and ourselves the question. and in fact, when reading the psalms we find that God isn’t surprised or offended when we ask. often the psalmist questions God about the circumstances around him and how long he would be in those circumstances.

in case you’re wondering, i didn’t write this because i feel like i’m facing some monumental change or decision in my/our personal lives. a new school year will be starting soon, i hope to be getting an iPhone in about a month and a half, and as of now we’re still looking forward to perusing ministry with FamilyLife Today next january.

but i wrote this post because i thought it might encourage one of you. perhaps one of my readers is in that season of life where they’re wondering what the future holds and not sure how to completely trust God with the answer. all i can say is that you can trust Him because He is trustworthy, you can trust Him because His Word is has proven itself true, and you can trust Him because time and time again He has shown Himself to be faithful to His people who were in similar circumstances as you.

so, do you have a need you’d like prayer for? do you have a decision you’d like advice in?

what does your future hold?

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// today i’m thankful for:
1. a team of great ministry friends
2. keeping in touch with old friends by actually talking on the phone
3. leaning from my past mistakes
4. the security of knowing God is there
5. still being able to question Him anyways


Jun 21 2008

a reminder of his love

abelara



painted by God’s own hand.